Someone I admire‏

These days, I read something that Kim Hyun Joong said at a concert in Japan. This message made me remember why day by day I admire him more and more. I always said it and I will never grow tired to repeat how proud of him I'm.

"Between those people that have come today, Kim Hyun Joong could be a mere person that pass through their lives, or could connect, make bonds with you for a long time. That depends of every one of you that always look at me. Instead, I'm sure I will live trying hard not to forget anything and keep the important bonds in the bottom of my heart. It will always be what makes me feel good and work hard in everything". 

Kim Hyun Joong? A mere passenger for us? Impossible. Hyun Joong will always be the best leader. That person that no matter what, always gives everything of him. It doesn't matter how tired or sick he is, continuously strives to do the best for all.

I still remember how the last year, despite he was sick, he insisted in appear before his japanese fans. I still remember how he cried because he felt that couldn't give his best for his fans.

He doesn't realize how much he gave to us, how much he does for everyone of us. I believe that there aren't words to say how important he is. The word "Thankyou" is fall short. 

Arrogant? Cocky? It doesn't matter what others think about him. They don't know him. They can tell us that we also don't know him. But, we know more about Kim Hyun Joong that all the people who criticize him or hate him just because.

I had the privilege to see him in Lima. I never imagine could have that chance. I witnessed how him, just got off a plane, went to make the sound check, without rest for even a minute; I witnessed how hours later, he appeared before thousands fans, how he cared for all to hear him and not lose detail of the show. I saw his passion. I saw a true artist.

Others can say what they want about him, but for me he will always be the best. This guy who doesn't search to give his 100% but his 1000% if is possible in everything he does; to whom there is any more important that his family, his SS501's members and his fans (Triple S/Henecias); for which there aren't impossibles. 

Kim Hyun Joong has shown he is more than a pretty face. Maybe he is not the most talented, but he strives to do his best. And he does. It hurts me he feels so culprit. It hurts me he thinks that what happened with SS501 is his fault. It hurts me he thinks that SS501's members and Triple S blame him for that. It's not. On the contrary. He has been so important to keep the group united. He shown and keep showing why he is SS501’s leader. Though some don't want to believe it, he is the one who most desires that Comeback.

And though there are some who don't want things to be like that, he left clear it on Jun 3rd, 2012, during Kyu Jong's fanmeeting. He introduced himself as SS501's Leader and said: "SS501 will never disband, so please wait for us". 

I´ll keep repeating it whenever I get a chance: If there someone I really admire is Kim Hyun Joong. 

Original: Tati

English translation: Gladis